I didn’t do a lot this last week in terms of work for Liftimes Infinity, so this post is going to be short.
I started a wiki for us at lifetimesinfinity.com/wiki that I want to slowly start filling with information for people interested in learning about mind uploading and indefinite life.
Week 7 Times
|Target Schedule||Week 7 Times (rounded to nearest hour)|
|Lifetimes Infinity||70 hours||12 hours|
|Sleeping||62 hours||59 hours|
|Other||34 hours||98 hours|
|Exercising||2 hours||0 hours|
I tweaked my back and wasn’t able to get any exercise in this week. I did spend 27 hours playing video games, but there are a lot of hours I spent on other things that I easily could have spent working. I just wasn’t motivated enough or disciplined enough to overcome some of the challenges I’ve faces these last few weeks.
When I’m constantly finding ways to distract myself despite wanting to spend time working then there must be some issue I need to deal with. I’m not quite sure where the disconnect is between what I want to do and what I actually do is. I took a few days off to do nothing just to clear my mind, trying to realign my mental state with my short and long term goals. Sometimes I get too deep into something and you forget why was there at all. Lately I had lost sight of what I was doing. Because of that, I haven’t been putting as much work in and was getting frustrated with myself for that.
Maybe I’m just getting tired and worn out. It’s difficult working on something for so long without a team. I’m trying to bring about this reality that only exists in my head, but I get so far lost inside of it that it gets difficult to relate to most people and it’s even harder to find anyone that can relate to me.