With every step I take along this journey, I am courted with the thought of just admitting that this project is too hard for me, that it will take too long, that people won’t value what I have to offer, and that I would be better off pursing some other passion of mine in an effort to create a job for myself. But you know what? None of that is true. It may be hard, but it’s not impossible. It may take longer than my lifetime to complete what I have set out to achieve, but that doesn’t matter, it just makes the challenges more interesting and captivating. I’m not trying to with a popularity contest; I’m trying to help create the future of things. If people don’t value what I have to offer because they think differently, then I would challenge them to throw their criticism at my ideas so that I can make the ideas better. If people do not value what I have to offer because of my level of knowledge or experience, I would invite them to help me learn more so that I can construct better ideas in the future. There is nothing I would rather be working on that these projects for Lifetimes Infinity. It is the only work that truly makes me feel fulfilled in life. It is the only thing I will keep coming back to when I get lost in the sea of infinite opportunities that is life. I don’t know exactly where this journey will take me, or how far toward my goals I will progress, but I’m going to keep going. I’m bound to get somewhere eventually.
Week 10 Times
|Target Schedule||Week 10 Times (rounded to nearest hour)|
|Lifetimes Infinity||70 hours||34 hours|
|Sleeping||62 hours||57 hours|
|Other||34 hours||80 hours|
|Exercising||2 hours||0 hour|
Finally got back into things after my funk. Many of the hours from this last week were spent researching by watching several videos, reading many articles, and reading two books. I didn’t get a ton of work done on the roadmap, but I did manage to reorganize one of the documents that had be giving me a lot of trouble. I split it into two documents and it will be much easier to handle now.